Our Song

If I could write a song that defined us

I’d begin with a loud clap

I’ll string in some drum beats

And some loud shrieks and claps.

I’ll pour in some vanilla

And make a nutella mess

I’ll bring a dialogue into the emptiness

And spit out all I have to confess.

I’ll slam down the bass a bit

I’ll tune the guitar

Will cover the endless night sky

Blaring meteors with no stars.

There will be head banging dance

There will be free hugs

We’ll jump on rollercoaster’s

And catch little light bugs.

The song will have a chorus

Where we’ll do the Irish hop

We’ll cross our legs and link our arms

And dance till our legs drop.

There’ll be no mushy unicorns or stupid chocolate dreams

But parkour stadiums and trampoline gyms

There’ll be no glitters and sparking rainbows

But oreos with less of the biscuit and more of the cream.

We’ll measure our lyrics when we write

And not shout out whatever comes to our minds

Our song with define our life

With perfect silences hard to find.

The song will reach its climax

With an end that’ll linger on

Our song, your song, will keep playing

Slow and silent, from dusk till dawn.

 -Sam B

Fantabulous February 2013 - Day 2!

Hello there,

Fantabulous February is back. Rush over to Kanika's blog if you don't know what I mean.

Today's inspiration:

My post:

Despondent I stare at the waters so still

Filling it with a part of my own vignettes

The water stays calm keeping me still

Yet my waves of turmoil cease to kill.

My heads spins in weird circles

I stumble with every step I take 

The calmness arises in tufts of ups and downs

The chill in the air keeps me unfulfilled
The water wavers on, the rush instilled.

Enjoy the Sunday,
Sam B.

UPDATE!

Holla,


The exams are over! Good times ahead now before class 12 descends. How frickin crazy is it that we are the senior most class in school? I feel laid back and happy all of a sudden, reading books, going out to eat, playing soccer, NOT fretting over stupid exams!
Have been reading the Mediator series, Meg Cabot. It's about this girl who can see the dead talk to them and help them clear their conscience and free them from hanging around after death. What I think is, the book is a lot better than the princess diaries which are so damn SAME. Mia ranting on about life and how hard it is o be a princess now. BITE ME! :/ Anyway so Mediator is way sensible than that, but still I would refer to the book as 'time pass'. It's a light read and you can finish off in a few hours. So, read it if you have nothing else to do. And holy moly, there's this dead person who is supposedly hot and has a six pack, still have no clue how that works. :P
Other than that, I've realized this thing that screws me up big time. And that is PLANNING on what to do. If I come up with a plan to finish off whatever it is I want to, in 5 mins I'm slacking off. It's so screwed up. I've made up a plan so not to PLAN things out and do things spontaneously hoping I'll get more work done that way. And what is with all my creative juices overflowing my tank during the exams and NOW all of a sudden I'm completely drained of anything creative. It's not even fair. I tell you, the exams have this hidden good side to them. I wrote for fanta feb, drew sketches for the first time, danced a lot more than usual.
And now all I'm doing is reading books, sleeping and mending by cut leg. Worthless. My butt does not move and make me start writing something and hence this pointless post. Anyway I wrote this thing after listening to Katy Perry, took the first line; has the same tune. 

Summer love

Summer after high school when we first met

Over chit chat and flip flops we were all set

Mornings began with goofing round the beach.

Used to take piggy back rides, play in the blues

Talk about our futures, like we have a clue

Never knew that one day you’d be a stranger too.

Sneaking to your terrace, catching fireflies

Laughing through the night, till the lights would die

Would pinch myself hard to know if this was true?

Cos, in that night of ours

You were the light in that dark place

Over cans of coke and promises

Our friendship was there to stay

Cos in that night of ours

You were captured in my jar

Crawl out or peep through

You would not go any far

You were my summer love from May..

Your wonky blue truck, the Panera breads

The feather you used to braid down my head

Drawing footprints and building castles in the sand

Fighting and squabbling over TV shows

Messing around at the rowdy circus below

Never thought that one day I’d be losing you.

Cos you were my army fool

That summer that we met

Over fireworks and magic shows

Not once did I regret

Cos you were my army bloke

You went off to save our land

We had to break up over silent stares

As my legs gave away in the sands

Boy, You were my love from May..

I feel the beach is my calling. :D

Have a great day,

SAM B

Fantabulous February - Day Twenty Six!

Namaste Doston! 

SO, other than the fact I missed writing on that amzing bulb crashing to the floor...with 1 hour to go; I'm back in the FANTABULOUS FEBRUARY with day 26! *drum roll* 

Today's inspiration:

Sunshine

Every time I close my eyes

I only see your face

Through sea green doors

And drunken stupors

You’re the sunflower that I chase.

I yearn for lost moments, midnight trysts

To wake up to a painless morn

Through imperfections of my wooden wall

Your smile is always the dawn.

Behind closed doors,

Your sunshine grows

Heartache and regret remain

Knowing that to tear down this wall

Would only end in senseless pain.

I yearn for starry nights, random bickering

Hate to wake up to a painless morn

Through creaks and cracks of my wooden wall

Your smile, my love is always; always the dawn.

Okay it's the same old romantic stuff...and you'll go "God that same old shit. B.O.R.I.N.G!". But for the utterly romantic ( read: Anuja darling :P (Now have I crossed it? :P ) it never gets old. Anyway, it's a simple little poem with a lot of heart, the cliched way of saying it! Hope you feel the love, 
and about that do check out 
Kanika's post here :http://stone-paper-scissor.blogspot.in/2012/02/fantabulous-february-day-twenty-six.html
And Anuja's here: http://thetimesofmylifelovendhim.blogspot.in/2012/02/fantabulous-february-day-26.html


And DOES THE PICTURE BRING THIS TO YOUR MIND FIRST THING? cos mine so did! 

(just saying its the best)

To my sunshines out there,

SAM B 

Fantabulous February - Day Twenty Three!

Hello guys :)

Day 23! Another Fantabulous February ( How catchy is that! ) on your way!

Today's inspiration:

The Parallel Universe

The rocky roads go east and west

Moving west, the conifers sway in the breeze

As I drive east towards the water front

Did I catch a little rustle in the leaves? 

I catch you walking west, looking through the lens

Aiming at a bird, hoping it sits still

With the silkiest hair I'd ever seen

You glide nonchalantly, down this bushy hill.

The rows of Cedar lining the meandering paths

Keep us infinitely separated, in parallel worlds

Diagonally parked in the liquid sky

A glimpse, a smile to behold.

Don't you think the picture is so inspiring? And you must go over and read Anuja's post over here :)

http://thetimesofmylifelovendhim.blogspot.in/2012/02/fantabulous-february-day-22-p.html

And Kanika's :http://stone-paper-scissor.blogspot.in/2012/02/fantabulous-february-day-twenty-three.html 

(who is the very founder of this amazinggg initiative ( I will say that every time I post! Period.)

Get inspired today, 

And hopefully see you tomorrow.

Sam B

Memories

I erased my slate of dust

Of stories of our past

The smog filled the air around 

I waved my hand through it fast

Sunday nights at the park

The wind blowing through our hair

Watching the moon shine above

We used to walk without a care.

The countless pictures you took of me

The messages I re-read and saved

The yellow polka dot you loved me in

Your smelly jacket that I craved.

The times we bunked literature classes

And ran away to the beach

We drew our names side by side

On the wet sand with our feet.

These dusty memories screamed of you

Your skin, your words, your smell

But now i have a new chalk in hand

To doodle new stories to tell.

TO A ROCKING 2012

-SAM B 

Nothing less than family.
Tonkaburo ar moushumi mashi, 2012 :)

Christmas Lights.

Christmas lights

Shining bright

The stars talk of you.

I send you 

a kiss from here

With carols that I coo.

Are you too; staring out

Are the stars talking to you?

Did you get my gift from here?

Is it a white Christmas there too?

All around me people dance

Happy couples dance to air

My hands are tight

I feel your hands

Wintry, cold 

and frosty bare.

You’re my navy boy

Our pride; my joy

But you’re so far away..

Christmas feels so damn bleak

And drab; 

to my dismay.

2 months left

For you to come

It’ll be a new year by then.

Jake will be 

6 years old,

Marissa will be of ten.

They miss you so

I tell them stories

Of you coming today

But they know better

And tell me to

Stay calm and to pray.

Come back Kris

It’s been days too long

For you to stay away

We’ll wish Santa brought you home today

Without any delay.

The Christmas lights were clearly bright

But now they seem so low.

As the flakes pour over our crimson hair

I think you of a little more.


Little something I wrote yesterday. Today was a fun day with my cousins coming over and hanging out with Rumil and Roshni :)


A little Christmas weheartit coming ur way;

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ONE AND ALL. STAY FESTIVE AND WEAR SOMETHING SPARKLY FOR ME :) 

love,
SAM B

AWAY

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So you finally let it out

You know I trusted you

But yes you had to do it

Make me feel worse too.

And here was I, seeing the angel in you.

And silly me, kept on worrying about you

Silly me, kept on thinking that I was wrong all along

Now, for all I’ve heard you do to me

I hate you for coming up and faking your sweet song.

I hate you for scaring me to think what is right and wrong.

And I will take you out of my mind

Every time I see you at school

I will shout out silent curses

For all that you’ve done from behind.

It pains me to think how to you I had been that kind!

I guess you can’t change people like you

I tried and now I know

It’s just waste of time

To clean you up, to scrub all the dirt of your soul

And then you do this to me, to someone who’s come back to you

Someone who cares for you, talks to you?

I think there’s nothing more to do,

Nothing more to say

Here is my last goodbye to you

I hope you understand that I need you to stay away.

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Little something I wrote. Tell me if you thought it was completely useless. :P

Hey It's mum's BDAY. Happy Bday to her :) And that reminds me it's a happy day at home today. And I'm watching Gossip Girl of all things. From season 1. I can now understand the hype behind gossip girl. Blake Lively is a complete doll!

Cheers,

Stickin around

SAM B

Currently reading : Awakening 

Here without you

Seconds pass by, minutes do too

How can I live a life all alone without you?

Next hours will pass, days will follow by

Months..years will be gone, without a reply!

Without you by my side, how can life go on

How will I grab the moments when we were one?

When you had your tired head right above mine

When our hands were intertwined belonging to the same line.

I traced through the contours of your fingers

Memorized your whole face

Days when you'll be gone

These memories will remain in my place.

We had seen the sun sink down behind the dark veil,

We spoke how on a train, we'll go, we'll sail
With the wind blowing hard and a guitar in your hands
I'll rest my head on your shoulders, the tune in us will stand.

We also spoke about our best moments

And both of us had the same

Of being with one another

How all this evolved, how it came.

We ended it all with pouring more thoughts

Of dreams and aspirations and all that we had got

With sitting by each other, time did stop

We stared at the starry sky, through the sintex tank tops.

On a spree,

SAM B

To the special two :) I love you guys!

• Where the rainbows end
• 
  
  I live in your arms
• I dream of your warmth
• I dream of the arch formed when you bend..
• I dream of you, where the rainbows end.
  
  
• Your eyes full of love
• Your guitar strumming hands
• I dream of a life that we could spend
• If only we saw where the rainbows end.
  
  
• I'll dance like I'm crazy
• I'll shout out my love
• I'll give you all, all I didn't know to lend
• To you, for you, where the rainbows end.
  
  
  I've known you for ages
• Your my bestest friend
• There's no other two who can follow our trend
• I know because we live where the rainbows end.
  
  

  • 
    
  • Where the rainbow starts and where the rainbow ends
  • We'll leave footprints raw after every bend
  • Somewhere over the rainbow, our hamlet will reign
    With dreams that we'll dream of, where the rainbow ends
    
    
    
    

    
    

    

    
    
  
  
  PS: If you guys haven't already stumbled upon this beautiful book, please take the effort to do. I have a copy of ebook, so send me your email,,if your interested.

  
  

  Where rainbows end aka Love Rosie

  Cecelia Ahern

  
  

  
  

  MUCH MUCH LOVE

  SAM B

Maya Angelou

Still I Rise

You may write me down in history

With your bitter, twisted lies,

You may trod me in the very dirt

But still, like dust, I'll rise.

Does my sassiness upset you?

Why are you beset with gloom?

'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells

Pumping in my living room.

Just like moons and like suns,

With the certainty of tides,

Just like hopes springing high,

Still I'll rise.

Did you want to see me broken?

Bowed head and lowered eyes?

Shoulders falling down like teardrops.

Weakened by my soulful cries.

Does my haughtiness offend you?

Don't you take it awful hard

'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines

Diggin' in my own back yard.

You may shoot me with your words,

You may cut me with your eyes,

You may kill me with your hatefulness,

But still, like air, I'll rise.

Does my sexiness upset you?

Does it come as a surprise

That I dance like I've got diamonds

At the meeting of my thighs?

Out of the huts of history's shame

I rise

Up from a past that's rooted in pain

I rise

I'm a black ocean, leaping and wide,

Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.

Leaving behind nights of terror and fear

I rise

Into a daybreak that's wondrously clear

I rise

Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave,

I am the dream and the hope of the slave.

I rise

I rise

I rise.

I swear. This piece had me brimming with inspiration. Hope it wakes you up as much....

Sorry for being so inconsistent with the posts...But +2 is serious shit.

xoxo

SAM B